I puched the door until my knuckles hurt
I m totally pissed angry and sad at this moment when i m writing the blog. I hate it when people tell me that they know what I want. How do you know? even though u are the closest person in the world. you can only "think" that this is what I want.. BUT its just a prediction and its only what you think..
It sucks. when there are a lot of sacrifices made for you and the nucleus of my life givers. I love to be another person for one moment. Live an anothers life. life a life without stress at least for a second. Dun think about how i m going to live another day.
I ve never made things hard for you guyz. always think how you will cope if i make this decision. I think sometimes you take me for granted too. just like the rest of them.
