Life in the Grey Concrete words..

OH OH am i sick again. ya i m sick of working for awhile. so i went to the clinic. For medicine. Well i went there the medicine really made me better.

For starters we had something call Lime juice with a pinch of alcohol. when the operation started we got Morphine X.. Small blue colour shooters. The medicine started getting an effect in me. woo. Then came the final cut for the operation which ended with A Graveyard.

By that time i think i was in paradise a bit coz i was enjoying like crazy.

I have experienced sadness, sorrows, joy, love all in one moment today. joy and happiness never last long. Now lingering in the void of sadness and sorrows.

News is a killer in life. even good or bad. i just recieved bad news. makes me sad. But its reallity. life never give you a full hand. nor all your cards make you win all the time. In this time i think of what i have acheived and will be achieveing in the near future.

Even with sadness i have pulled through many situations. with so many problems start falling out. its the universal law. To gain something you have to loose something of equal value. At this point i guess i got 2 options. one is to give up another is to hold on.. pull through and be successful.

I never give up.. i never have. and i never will. I promise my self today that i will never be hurt again. Never.. i ll make sure i live to prove this. to be successful. have friends that u treasure around you. have money not to think. I will be the person that you lost not vice versa. never will it happen again

life is like a war. People think i m on the loosing side. We will see. when you start winning. After all this time i come to realize one thing in life. ITS you who decide what you are going to do. Its you who make choices in life. not anyone else.

My HOD IT is one hell of a fellow. I think he saw me growing fat today he asked me to do house keeping for the Labs. Which ended up with lots of sweat.. I made about 16 trips up and down from level 3 to the ground flow carrying boxes of various weights and sizes. When it ended woo I felt good.

You see my Job comes with lotsa different kind of things so its never boring. lolz damn i should have worn a t shirt today.

yeahh.. its being sometimes since i updated my blog.. hahaha yeahh.. being busy with work plus enjoying myself immensly.. lolz.. It was the school holidays last week and was not so busy.

the last four days of the week was the most happening of them all. On top of some personal stuff i was covered with blessed friends. We had a nice time. Clubbed like crazy. Got a bit tipsy. Spent some money.. met 2 old buddies.

Got head banged. Thats a story to narratel. When when my friend get a bit High he goes in to this craze of BAnging his Head in to other people. Forehead to be exact. Unfortunately i was the his first victim that day on Friday. And guess what I still HAVE a damn Bump there..

Mixing Drinks is not a Good Idea. believe me U mix next morning u ll find urself inside Singapore River or in some smelly drain. Aircon is another bad thing.. lolz..
I miss you people… ahhh.. u know who i mean..