Life in the Grey Concrete words..

This is a Question that most of us think about in our day to day daily life. We think that if there was god, how is it that bad things happen to the world, why should the innocent die etc etc.. I m not going to look at the big picture here.. I m looking at myself.. I went through a lot this year and 2007 has being a good and bad year for me. 6 months of wonderful Life and 6 months of turbulent life..

Started with a break up.. feeling down thinking that the world is gonna end.. That if there was a god that this wouldnt happen. Feeling sad and cursing.. during that time i met 2 people that will last forever in my life. Noi ; a very close friend and Lela the only very best friend i ever had in my life. They taught me that ; “hey life is not all about having relationships and trying to get married and all that crap.. its only a part of your life. You just have to live it first, enjoy it,, MOST importantly BE yourself what ever happens. How does it tally with my question today: “Is there GOD?”

It is said that the divine being works in ways that for our human mind its hard to comprehend. Blessings come in disguise! I m feel I m alive. Things happen just fine. When you are financially down and when you think there is no way to turn miraculously I find a lump some in my account.. SOmething i didnt even think that can happen..

Mistakes are corrected when time passes. The job i got which was purely under peer pressure which if I never took at that time wouldnt find the 2 best people in the world. There is a purpose in Everything. We are meant to learn from what we experience. Things always happen for a reason. EVERYTHING in this world has a reason. even the simplest things in life has a reason.. We might not be able to find the reason then and there.. because its just it might be a root for a new tree,, a new life..

incident 1

Once I was in bishan… walking down the steps the next thing i know was i m doing a belly flop and surf boarding down the steps to the platform. I spied from my little eye my shoes flying from the sides. LOLZ. I got up from the embarrassing situation and quietly looked at the fate of my shoes.. THEY were in 2 different platforms.. I walked bare with socks to each platform and put them on.. Looking down walked all the way to one bloody corner and hid myself…

Incident 2

I was In the MRT on my way home. was standing and sleeping… From far far away i hear a whistle but i didnt care about it.. the next thing i knew was i was woken up by the MRT personnel.. From my stoning self i looked around. The train has stopped in YEW TEE and the lights were switched off. All the people were standing behind the yellow line and looking at me.. I WAS THE LAST PErsoN Left in the train.

Incident 3

Z . The biggest menthol hater in the world.. Let us see how much he really hates it.. This guy goes to buy condoms… sees something called tingling sensation.. haha.. bought it in a very quiet way then comes back home.. Then he reads the instructions and sees the tingling senstation is caused by MENTHOL.. Z… runs back to the shop wants to change it.. asks the counter whether can change.. OF COURSE he can change.. BUT must wait for supervisor.. he waits… LOOKS behind him..Behind him is a queue… LOLZ  then the supervisor comes and changes it for him… HE is happy