Life in the Grey Concrete words..

LOLZ the title says it all. crap i was actually having a nice time. Since now i m "rich" no responsibilities to third parties. Life has become one hell of a ride.

Stupid license is keeping me away from my car now. thats the bloody sad part. ordered then when i go down to the dealers they ask for a valid license. I forgot i need to convert. Now need to go to bukit batok driving centre to see if my license can use or not. otherwise have to get the international one. cheeze.. when everything is perfect this kind of small thing happens.. ar crap. well there might be someone in my life by next year. lolz hints hints… take things slowly hahhah.. Even if u ask i wont say. simple lolz. so dun ask k..

Serves me right for going out with some useless character… lolz…. it only made me sad.. ahh.. u are one useless. unethical, hypocritical, materialistic character. Hope you have a nice time and a married life with ur ermm… sales rep! waahahahahah…"ghost"

P.S- I pity ur sis and dad.. they were always good to me..

this was supposed to be written on the 17th. Well in the Evening i went to watch the fireworks. Met up with some old friends that i used to go out with during tangling times. Leha, Sarah, The wormy gurl, hanz and the rest. Dear Leha u have become so advance you took me by surprise. More mature and fun to be around. Very attractive just like always. and Sarah i see you, reminds me of a model babe.. haha i dun know why always the quiet serene face..haha.. WORMY.. hey u havnt changed a bit gurl. still the loud mouthed shout out fun gurl.. haha Eh dun worry k Someday ur wish will come true.. u just need time!!!

The Fireworks were wonderful. I saw a new thing i guess. This time some of the fireworks burst in heart shapes.. That was really a scene to watch. and it was a spectacular display. breathtaking.

Even though its breathtaking and spectacular I just felt afterwards it was just a waste of money. The money spent on the fireworks could have gone to a good cause since you can see almost in every single MRT there are people collecting donations for the needy. It would have being even spectacular and worthwhile while if we had not burned down the money of the people!! dun worry its just an after thought!

The place was cramped like one of those indian TATA buses man. the long walk towards memories of my life i feel are coming to an end very soon..

I m going to miss you guyz dear leha. Teacher Leha and Sarah! take care babes

I m totally pissed angry and sad at this moment when i m writing the blog. I hate it when people tell me that they know what I want. How do you know? even though u are the closest person in the world. you can only "think" that this is what I want.. BUT its just a prediction and its only what you think..

It sucks. when there are a lot of sacrifices made for you and the nucleus of my life givers. I love to be another person for one moment. Live an anothers life. life a life without stress at least for a second. Dun think about how i m going to live another day.

I ve never made things hard for you guyz. always think how you will cope if i make this decision. I think sometimes you take me for granted too. just like the rest of them. 

ok now i m not scared to say that how much of a stupid gurl she was.. and how much of a stupid boy i was to love her whole heartedly. well i just found out that she went off with that "UNCLE" on the 15th when we were still together. she just turned out like the other one called KASH! haha.. yeah.. well u see influence of bad character goes a long way.  God Kamini how blind can u ever get.. Well your choice.. i pity ur parents you know. had such dreams for you. You broke ur dads words and made him a liar as well. I pity you and I pray for you that one day in the next life GOD will instill you with a brain at least the size of a Mustard seed..
I congratulate you on ur Second month of your relationship with Kanna.. have a happy life (that is if u can) lolz!
Die Kash die u are only good in bed!

Today last year. I was single again. and Today last year was my FYP day. Final Year Project Presentation. I still can remember picking her from the Bus-stop that day. Yes that time she has already gone off with her ex, Last Year. Everytime before a major even in my life you broke up with me. For the good or the Bad you have done it again. Dun worry you should know by now i can live without you I guess thats the only lie i told ya; that i cant live without you! considering the amount you ve lied to me i guess its fine.
This day last year, was a very stressful day for me. One was the ex-relationship problem the other thing was — MY HARD DRIVE CRASHED and the presentation was on the same day. All the work was in my lappie and because of some shit version in the framework it wont work on other PCs. Back up was half done and it actually crashed when doing the back up. BLUE SCREEN OF DEATH man. well didnt sleep on that day 15 of august 2006. recover the thing like crap.. man MY life has being interesting life hell …. hahahah you should try living it.. if you can .. haha Can u really…

love u guyz. mera Click!!! i miss u guys a lot!

I ve being revising the past for sometime now. And you know what i found out that i can just move on with life. isnt that great. It doesnt mean that ok i ve forgotten "you" but it means that you were just another person in my life. not so important.

None of my dreams have changed. everything i planned will happen. Its just a pity that "you" cant share it with me and of course I m not going to share it with you too. lolz. I got more important things in life; family, good friends, maybe even a wife! waaahahah still got time for that.

Yesterday i sort of drank Cider. crap that stuff i thought was mild. but if u like finish the bottle in like within 7 mins. u are in for a very bad day next day. crap.. Today i woke up and burped and my god my burp tasted of CIDER.. after like 7 hrs its still there. lolz.

An Executive with a Gila life.. manz.. Noi, Dee and my other galfriend was there. my Brother couldnt make it. just now as I was typing this entry he just messaged me. fell asleep coz tired.

We all are tired.. We work our ass off BUT we enjoying like hell. Thats the best part of it of being single. You got money you got fame.. what else you want in life.. lolz.. ( well we do want some thing to keep us satisfied you know what i mean.. pam pam pam) hahahahahah…

KL here I come.. hahahaha.. SOon Soon!!

hey guyzzz whoo hoo.. we rox lolz my clik all. hehe . sharee man we had a nice time today man.. Go JB. Then on the way to danga bay we miss the exit then we all go all the way to Skudai there Taman university. Nice motorcycling bro.. i had great fun. haha YOU have a classy phone man!! hehehehe :)  after JB he and I came all the way down to meet my very very close friend LElz!!! haha you look hot babe.. lolz.. u already know that i guess!! hee hee.. and what i said in truth and dare is true.. hehe

shiok life man..i really enjoyed it. its nice when " no one is dragging you" down on things that i do. enjoy life guyz and we rox!! the four of us.. KL next babe!!! cant wait

my car is coming up very soon!!!!! await that also… then Malaysia will be known by me like the back of my hand.. haha. I love u guyz!!

Take care brother.. and sister and hehe u know who!! heehee hee hee

This is one heck of a story..

Do u know since i came to singapore i have never being to the doctor. today was the first day and I hated it to the damn core. like in my previous post I was sick like hell. And went to the woodlands polyclinic at ten when i can walk. around 10 30.. I came home at 4 30PM. can u bloody believe that….

and u think what the doctors medicine is. SLEEP 8 Hrs.. and the consultaion was like 5 mins..

CRAP!!!

GOD i m sick today. woke up in the morning at 5 45 and my head felt like exploding. whole body was like being hit by a car.. duno why. with difficulty I applied for leave an presently i m going to the polyclinic.. argh!

EAT as much as u can while enjoying shisha at half price.. where should u GOOO.. JB … UR ANSWER IS CORRECT. cool place JB not so bad. u might be thinking i havnt gone there before.. LOLZ i have aroound 50 times. this time it was fun like hell. had a great time. EXECUTIVES ROX… hehe.

NEXT time its KL.. wooo… and maybe next time  i will be driving there babe! hahaha !
NOI,Lela, sharee.. hehe miss ya all se!! Noi remember to slap me next time k!!